The Spirited Nurse.

Some days i am super motivated and other days i procrastinate the smallest of tasks. Today being one of those days.

My usual morning routine consists of waking up and taking my ADHD medication (Without this the morning routine turns me in to a frantic dragon!) before making the little one her bottle of Horlicks and myself a cup of coffee, sorting the dogs and getting everyone out the door on time!

This morning was no different, except it’s Friday which means a day off from work! I went to the stables and sorted all of the jobs to save time for my daughter this afternoon but i know why i decided to spend longer at the stables, to avoid the dreaded task of doing the end of January accounts for my business, it wasn’t going to be a long task because i generally write all the incomings and outgoings daily!

My todo list today was sort the accounts and pair the odd socks, I’m pleased to say the accounts are done even though it took me longer because i wrote an outgoing in the wrong coloured pen so nothing was adding up (This was driving me crazy!) but the forever growing pile of socks still lingers. On a positive note the house has been blitzed, I am sure pairing the odd socks would have taken far less energy and time though.

It made me think, why do we put off the smallest tasks? Why do we even wear socks that match? I do have a friend who always wears odd socks, maybe that is the way forward. Maybe he has the right idea so he doesn’t have the dreaded pile of odd socks to pair up!

What task do you often put off?

With love
The Spirited Nurse that dislikes pairing socks!! X

Warning – some of my posts might be triggering to others.

I have always been a sex in the city fan, Carrie Bradshaw and all of her writing used to entertain me, why didn’t i realise back then that actually writing helps?

I had moments that just before i fell asleep words would come into my head, i couldn’t settle until i wrote them down, often they turned into poems. This normally happened if someone close to me was going through some kind of bereavement.
A bit like now, i feel compelled to write here. The words are coming into my head and my poor thumbs are typing it quickly so i don’t miss anything!

This is my time to start healing, i will write all truth, the good, the bad, the ugly.
I guess i better introduce myself, that would of been a good start but apparently my brain thought sex and the city would be better!

Im 37, I have three children, i love nature, animals and being outside. I am a registered nurse and business owner, A recent diagnosis of ADHD made me realise why things were always so busy for me and my brain. Im currently on medication for it but now i am ready to start healing from past traumas and i think ready to start opening my subconscious brain, some of the ways i react are probably to do with past traumas if i was really honest with myself.

My inner child, That little girl who always worried she wouldn’t fit in, the girl who dreamt to feel safe and loved, the girl who did the most ridiculous things and didn’t have the best track record at choosing partners! It is okay, you are safe now, you are loved.

I was the little girl who would see things and people would shrug them off, yes now i know it was spirits trying to guide me and tell me i was never alone.

Thanks spirit guide, im here listening now and i get it! You really did protect me several times, that moment when i had an impulse to shout at the driver “slow down, there might be a deer” then a deer jumped out the hedge!

I will be exploring the past, present and plans for the future. This will be my safe place to write it all down, maybe someone will read it and feel similar, I will be exploring my spiritual beliefs more and even bought myself some beautiful new oracle cards today.

It’s okay to be quirky, it’s okay to be different, it’s okay to let go.

With Love.
The Spirited Nurse